it was a long night. even as early as six...

it had been mintals fiesta.

i was suppose to be in ateneo; then with maita for a drink; then with jutes to give the guy his shades; then perhaps a long evening with both of them over beer.

but no...

the cat queen had to go home for academ obligations for the next day and jutes was out of sight. perhaps he was eating his hopes up for a true diet.

yes, yes... he was attending  fiesta.

so i went to mindanews. while there, Alison, asked if we could meet up at 5:00 before his class. because it was till 3 and i was a girl who didnt have the virtue of patience. i went home and

let him be.

at home, i stuffed myself with a whole lot of fiesta. smoked; then kinilaw.

my twin suggested for TAGAKA so off we went jumping and laughing our hearts out.

Kinilaw and Tagaka isn'tt a good fit so i ended up vomiting every fiesta i ate.

so anyway, after deciding not to have a glass of drink and fork of any kind, bored as i was, i  texted Alison . and he said "Punta ako jan sa mintal?",

of course it was a great idea to be expecting him there. and since i felt that it wouldnt be bad to have a little company. i made him go.

after less than an hour, the guy arrived with his red polo and black shoes. well, he was not the look i wanted my boarmates to see of a guy because he didnt look all UP.

NOT UP LOOK: with his clean face and and black shoes.

but my boardmates had a fair and safe reaction.

the night turned out to be dawn.

shit, i made the guy stay overnight because there were no jeeps around. poor thing. he had to wait till the dawn ends. 

i was sorry but i was really sleepy and he still had to wait till 5:30 in the morning to have jeeps around or taxis for him to ride on. so...

 i left him in the sala with alkene.

i know. i know. it was bad. but hell, this is bam-

bam: who cannot control comatose. and he texted the next day anyway and called me too so it was okay between us. phew...

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Post pasiklaban

anyway,  here goes, last saturday, the dance ensemble joined the contest pasiklaban.. i had two reasons why i joined that contest with them, ok make it three then, one is because i want to exercise, get those ber off my belly, two was because i really want to find those amazing people and three is because i want to go downtown. why?
downtown, where i can get a heck of load out of my sleeve. i mean a lot of cuti pies.

the un-needed revelation....

anyway, i wasnt really expecting that we would win. so i went out right after our part. my kewl sis, jam and i had a beer at mts. i wanted to smoke so i asked my sister if i could. then she freak out. not because of my health ot anything in which i find amusing to use whenever im i a verge to sleep or skip  classes.( for those who cannot understand my amnesia language better yet skip the five minutes).
anyway, so she said. " god", nananghid ka? dili najud diay ko cool sis."  hmm.... base on the reaction, she is more than a cool sis. others would give at a cold look at their sister trying to say  "bantay ka lang sa balay" . but this ones kinda out of place. not so fit with the situation for others who do not know us. bhut it was an expected reaction and was charming in a sense. *wink*.

the unexpected appearance....

anyway, she had to go after a devulging kropek and ice tea. funny no drinks for her. (the irony of life)... so anyway, after that Alison ( and by the way his a guy) drop by the towns square and ended up with a night with yotch, jaycee and i. i find the guy so charming with his fair skin and yellow shirt. he was like. " may partner ka na pala pearl?" and of course i said,"no" which was the truth, added with "three months nami wala," which wasnt the truth but a fair white lie. either that or tell the truth that it had just been a month and break my appeal of a fairly alluring princessa.

so anyway, he gave me his white jacket and asked to cook me soup after. the cooking i didint accept since the guy goes home an hour away from where i'd be going. "next times" a safe answer for a next time get together that might end for more than a sip of soup.

the unwanted absence...

the un-needed revelation....

anyway, i wasnt really expecting that we would win. so i went out right after our part. my kewl sis, jam and i had a beer at mts. i wanted to smoke so i asked my sister if i could. then she freak out. not because of my health ot anything in which i find amusing to use whenever im i a verge to sleep or skip  classes.( for those who cannot understand my amnesia language better yet skip the five minutes).
anyway, so she said. " god", nananghid ka? dili najud diay ko cool sis."  hmm.... base on the reaction, she is more than a cool sis. others would give at a cold look at their sister trying to say  "bantay ka lang sa balay" . but this ones kinda out of place. not so fit with the situation for others who do not know us. bhut it was an expected reaction and was charming in a sense. *wink*.

the unexpected appearance....

anyway, she had to go after a devulging kropek and ice tea. funny no drinks for her. (the irony of life)... so anyway, after that Alison ( and by the way his a guy) drop by the towns square and ended up with a night with yotch, jaycee and i. i find the guy so charming with his fair skin and yellow shirt. he was like. " may partner ka na pala pearl?" and of course i said,"no" which was the truth, added with "three months nami wala," which wasnt the truth but a fair white lie. either that or tell the truth that it had just been a month and break my appeal of a fairly alluring princessa.

so anyway, he gave me his white jacket and asked to cook me soup after. the cooking i didint accept since the guy goes home an hour away from where i'd be going. "next times" a safe answer for a next time get together that might end for more than a sip of soup.

the unwanted absence...

anyway, i was out in MTS while my dance troupe wre jumping their breaths off. so happens that we won and i couldnt accept that we did. i mean, the piece was only practice the day before. we not even seriouse with the acting. we were not even funny.

but hell, the judges like our serious mood: more like calling the attention of the system about the advocaies of the students. and yeah, because the judges were political people in denial, they made us win.

yeah, yeah, okay we won because the whole thing was a blast. the choriography was more than what they could wish for and the blocking was perfect. i really liked our part,honestly i do. the fact that my co-dancers were doing more of impromtu than what is expected of them. it was cute and the best. i was really shocked that others liked it too.

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i went running last night. the putah alkene kept pushing me to go with him in ricci and audys house. for crying out loud it ws 2 in the morning. the dudes half drunk and i am well, not in the mood to tolerate HIM. (not like i was ever in the mood to tolerate him) most of the time i do not have a choice. and he ask for yosi more than anything else.

anyway, the guy kept pestering me "cge na pearl" and then i said, "dili ko kai kapoy". so he said that he would only drop me on the kanto. and i said wag nalang. and then the overrated guy grab my elbows like i was a brat who wouldnt leave without candy. the fact that he touched my elbows made me vomit. made me wanna kill myself.grr! so i pulled away and run off straight to the house. he rode the habal and went off to elinita. thank god. the whole dawn i was ranting at mai-mai about how fucked up i was about alkene. the nerve!!!

he wasnt even invited in the spree in the first place. it was suppose to be me, jutes and maita.and then the humper overheard and wished himself to have a night. good for him he had one but for us it was the end of the world. maita, jutes and i were about to be pissed with rap the cafe owners son) when alkene and mai-mai arrives. i mezn, can we get less unfornate.

( save mai-mai shes fine now.)

rap, for one was a real asshole. "ai di man ako bagay mag alternative kasi masyadong mahaba boses ko!" geesh. i was like OO MAHABA SUANG MO DUTES!!!. the guys a grasshoper hanging on a swrirling leaf. i could swear i could have pinched him with my thumb if i had the chance to. but hell, he owns the plave so he cant leave our get going in peace. and then worst,.alkene arrives with a grin in his face. he even told mai-mai that he'd pay everything. he kep ordering more beer and mai-mai was like expecting that she'd be free of cash, but hell, the guy made her pay. that asshole.

worst, he even asked maita " anong year kanan pala? anong batch mo? diba clasmate tag sts? " those were the question that was suppose to be intended for him since nobody knows the guy except for his intonation and lack of yois. like kilala mo si alkene? "kinsa?", someone would asked. then the answer would be. "kato ganing slang kaayu na hiwi mu storya na cgeg panghuram og lighter?" ahhhhhhhhhh kato ---would be the reaction with a heavy smirk this time.

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my twins been staying in ilinita for several days now. its as if she doesnt live in espino anymore.geesh... the gurl has come out from her shell. thank god. i could be saved from the discriminating reaction when i talk about light dates and occasional mwuah.. thank god. thats good. well not really the best but fine. anything goes.

i was pissed at her anyway the other day. its about the bisexual thing.im open to that but i dont really want to shout out the world about it. you know...like it need be. the fucked up gurl told a bunch of wakkoos..(johova guys and iglesia)about it. of course, i was pissed. whats her intention of saying it. and even mentioned the some names. now now. your my twin but please shut ur mouth for ones.save my teary eyes for chrsitmas reunion.

truth is i dont want it to be a big deal because im still confused. i still love men if thats what people want to hear. well its not really about that. I BELIEVE IN THE FEELING OF THE SOUL NOT THE BODY. men or women play equal to me. and yeah., i dont care. as for the moment anything goes. Ok. just dont make a big deal of it and shout it to the world. and do not accuse particular names!!! its like shouting "mangihi sa ko"...wheres the delikadesa...?

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met nonat these days. glad that its all cool with us. "choi, taas na lagi imu hair." " ikaw pud gani." and some bangil on the walks. "oi, nat ikaw diay na" the awkward yet closing moves. im glad its almost over and over between us.

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jutes said thats its okay for me to date because it was not really very long realtionship between me and nonat. his right. and let me just say this, since jutes reputation is actualy a no care guy. he does sorta piss people but he does say senseible thing. over jeeps proximics insensibility. where no one would bother listen hear."hay naku kai ang reputasyoooooooon!" but say i wanna take this oppurtunity to thank the guy for listening to me. that was a month ago. and the advice was worth taking. geesh.

anyway, speaking of dates. last saturday, xyds and i planned to go out. but i was tired of waiting for him in anda. i mean, i dont want to treat guys that way anymore. a little suffering wont hurt their fuck up life.so i left him looking for me.

i told him that i was gonna make it up for him. of course, when i say that line, i dont usually mean it, its just that i want to say it. the guy took it seriously, "cge ok, your treat next time". geesh the face. i told him that he was demanding/ he said" ganyan talaga kasi may kasalanan ka!" the nerve. so i said that it was not a big deal.

if what i did was sin then i would treat a hell lota of people. i said that he should deal with it. and what he siad was " i can deal with it...so when are you gonna make it up for me." geesh. i could kill myself with a laugh right there. the guys a dumbso...

but i gave him chance anymway and gonna met up with him soon. well, when im too bored. anyway, i wanna give the guy a chance to flatter me,. geesh. my nerve this time..

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look at me. i talk about assholes all the time.. i mean can i talk about something good thats happened. let me see.. hm... hell, make that my thing..hehe...and ****shiver***.. when the time is right ill speak of it. wehew!!!!..............


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