Friday, October 21, 2005
confronted by buried problems
i hate this. among others i hate thing (and the phantom of the opera is in my mind).
i had news about cagayan again. it pisses me off to be reminded with all the crap. this is why others opt for drugs or alcohol because they want to escape. and then they become really addicted to it. which, i was guiltily listing as alternative. i want to be saved from all the stains and pains of this world.
but because i know i cant, i'll just have to escape. (this is when better halfs needed)
its going to be the 2nd semester and its crap at the same time exhiting. like have you ever thought that you can do a hell lot of good things? but then...
i'm feelling really stupid to think of stoping school just to save the brains of a couple of idiots back home. and of course to comfort those that need one.
i know of a person that hasnt been comforted for a very long time. someone who really needs a massage or a vacation. but hey, he cant have one because his all busy with his role and of hoping that he can stand for it. i hope i can go with him one vacation and just see him happy, really happy for ones.
anyway, this isnt depression really. just a bit.
Posted at Friday, October 21, 2005 by
moonjunkie
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
I'M FLOATING IN MY SUNFAY SHOES AND FEELING THAT THE SKY IS JUST ABOVE MY HEAD.!!!!!!!!!! finally i passed that mudda-god damn it HUM2. and i dont need to throw a wink on that that fucking pervert.
god i was so drunk yesterday. but i'm sure i didnt spill any bad infors out. something is really bothering me about siblings. that closeness becomes so powerfull. i know i dont have to but i'm just so uncomfortable being close with someone because someone might be unconfortable.
and wahts with me being tipsy? whta is everyones problem with tha. its normal and expected because for crying out loud I HAD A GOD DAMN DRINK. PEACE OF SHIT. EVERYONE, TELL THIS TO ANY DRINKING PAL YOU HAVE WHO COMMENTS ON HOW FAST YOU BLUSH AND HOW FAST YOU BECOME COMATOSE STAGE!
anyway, this week isn'y hell at all. its more of the MASK OF THE RED DEATH. a party in the inferno. and this mask man is someone who take you away. who liberize you from all the fucking prejudice you have! and hey, lokki here... i'm so glad you go out with people again. pethaps you have forgotten about the realities of people.
why am i ranting? i'm suppose to be happy right? becuase i finally slapped the blue book ont the guy who made my 18th birthday a celebration of tears.... but hey...
but forget that guy,i'm off to this japanes and coma things......
Posted at Tuesday, October 04, 2005 by
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Saturday, October 01, 2005
| i apologize for calling myself schizzo |
but i am deffinitely normal |
| i'm not actually. i'm just an amnesia gurl who would probably die like the notebook. |
anyway,its really a hell week.hell in asense that i really dont know what to start and all.but now im making this coma paper. and you know. |
the problem is really nothing....im really in the pace. perhaps not the deans lister kid. i am really not about that.im the kid who would pass for 3 especially if its a g.e but if its one of those realted to my course and to my likes.why not make it a 1 if possible. but hell.i want to have a drinking spree so why not make it a 3 instead...
im in this cafe and beside me is someone i wanna..........hug......si no-nut...cuz he love nut without salt,,,and i am a nut without salt who loves vegetable and rice and he is my rice. shett....
chaw with this blod sabog writing...im off to coma now.....
Posted at Saturday, October 01, 2005 by
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