for m.totet...

they told me
that she still sleeps
calling my name in the middle
of the night.

i still
shower and soap
what brought and
remained her in life.

they say
that she still
look at my gown and
hope to wear it.

she loves to be a pretty madam
as i am.
am i.
i am a pretty sitting on thesame chair
everyday.

they say too much.
but she doesnt even remember the word mama

what a break. a long time ago, i was fascinated wirth the fact of scribbling ideas on a paper or ranting about something in the net but now i am totally a bum in cagayan. i watch too much television and eat a whole lot of crap. lately, i suffered from karma. i was sick because of too much food in my system. talk about the 5th deadly sin. bad news in my life: my job with that melting faced 30's was a nonesense. i mean i didnt ear n what i was suppose to earn.anyway.i decided to stay in cdo for the summer and settle the job when i get back to davao. good news: i get to stay with my family. i stayed with my dad, sis and busty. my nephew cute-cute.and i am so attached to him also i get to be with my buddies in sport center. and manang yenyen visited us. i was so happy atleast nagkitakita and part of my family.almost complete na. i know someday magreunion nami and it will be fun. anyway, i also am happy because i finally feel free.i dont have enemies as far as i know it. and i have decided to take my studies seriously. yup. i will. anyway, i'm so happy to be in touch with the past again. my old friends in my hometown have been contacting me and i am abit thrilled.not that i wanna lead it to a sana maulit muli romance.it cant work that way anymore.dili na pwede,eheh.but who knows.nge.i am just thrilled. anyway, twini is so busy with her own cardiac caress! shes with this guy and they date via ping and pong. and i am happy for twini.alas we can talk about stuff.and the look in her eyes. anyway. i cant think of anything anymore....till next time.mwa............

finally my hectic work is over... first with the secretariat tyhing that obliged me to wake up early.....finally...its done...after all the hectic and the bitches with me....being so nawong pera and all....and then me....as the opne pala to just do accounting....silly............i hate it but atleast i'm done..eheheh...... and the emcee....finally...it was a blast actually,,,,it turned out that i didnt have kaba and that i was able to make the show great..with my partner pala and ferlean who was so helful and all....atlast..its finish...but i'm gona have another gig two weeks from now....hehehn well.....i cant think well.im still busy with acads...............