it was no bridge
that hang above
your water
on my lip
down the ferry line
i wept of smoke
counting my ribs
on that vision
you scrutinize me
you unsave me
push me hard
for not biting back
and left your head
on the table
with elbow pillow
and i almost
head on stranger
shoulder
two hours a day
two hours two days
then i woke
able to see your crook
the menace
but the glory of feeling
of touching your bones
now it doesnt matter
who uses who
you used you

to be so poise?
nah...i have sculiosis..
to be so00 kikay
not applicable in school
perhaps when i go out.
to be religious...
but sundays are sober days...
5pm church sunday
to be fun...
already am...
to be unsinful
who is?
to be studious...
now now...i'm working on it.
to be inlove.
it will come.
to clean my room.
inlove nalang...
to earn a living
i need that call!!!
to have a diet...
now.now am i really that fat?
to have another resolution...
its good to recycle.

before and after the holdiays.... was crowded... to start, i realized that mintal is so far from the davao proper cuz i had to invest a hundred plus for taxi... good news...im in the dance ensemble official UP min dance troupe and got a slot on a modeling agency,,,well...neat...but its fun...i have some extra money making with that...cuz thats all i ever look at agencies...ehehe... anyway, that crowdy things is me doing alot of gulping and hik-hik....not to mention puh...but its ok.i swear i hate the morning sleep and the bad headache but it gets out of my mine when night arrives and the taste of ice fills me in... mistakes...hheheh...made a alot but who doesnt? bandawagon....ehehe but i'm planning on making solustions and resolutions....good things...i met a lot of people especially with my oustide school gurla friends and some boya friends in davao.fun!!! its fun....fun...fun... i went home to cdo still half sober....met my family...THIS WAS THE GREATEST HOLIDAYS YET!!! its actuallly fun being with the relatives in this season...i realized it now.its not mingaw...with food and gifts and laughters with family....i get to see my dad smile during this time and thats the GREATEST GIFT!!!... i was also with my friends....table tennis friends...and i spilled alot of infos...hahah....well then i realized that there are alot of friends in this world...corny ko!!! and i also met my batchmates-...they seem to have grown as i did...but its fairly what i've expected....no more soda for them...for me too...its fun...to see them close after a year of 2 years cuz we still shared thesame nostalgia...i get to meet those who becomes gorgeous.and my dear dear close lingee friends who has many news from the philippine new york....fun.fun...and alot alot.....and news revelations that made me realizwed how time seem to wash away space.... it was a great holiday...went to many beahes in medina...ate alot of food.i totally understand why i have an extra pound....but hell atleast funn....and i realized that i should not be foolish because i have so many that i should just look around and look back and smile back...hehehhe here i am again.....ok....til next mwa